Wednesday, April 30, 2008


Hate Me Lyrics
Artist(Band):Blue October

(Verse 1)
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

(Chorus 1)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finaly see what's good for you.

(Verse 2)
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

(Verse 3)
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
Been eyeing these 2 movies for some time:
  • Definately maybe
  • Over Her Dead Body

Here's the description that I stole from the GV website:


Ryan Reynolds stars as Will Hayes, a 30-something Manhattan dad in the midst of a divorce when his 10-year-old daughter, Maya (Abigail Breslin), starts to question him about his life before marriage. Maya wants to know absolutely everything about how her parents met and fell in love. Will's story begins in 1992, as a young, starry-eyed aspiring politician who moves to New York from Wisconsin in order to work on the presidential campaign. For Maya, Will relives his past as an idealistic young man learning the ins and outs of big city politics, and recounts the history of his romantic relationships with three very different women. Will hopelessly attempts a "gentler" version of his story for his daughter and changes the names so Maya has to guess who is the woman her father finally married. Is her mother Will's college sweetheart, the dependable girl next door Emily (Elizabeth Banks)? Is she his longtime best friend and confidante, the apolitical April (Isla Fisher)? Or is she the free-spirited but ambitious journalist Summer (Rachel Weisz)? As Maya puts together the pieces of her dad's romantic puzzle, she begins to understand that love is not so simple or easy. And as Will tells her his tale, Maya helps him to understand that it's definitely never too late to go back...and maybe even possible to find a happy ending.


Devastated when his fiance is killed on their wedding day, Henry reluctantly agrees to consult a psychic named Ashley at the urging of his sister Chloe. Despite his skepticism over her psychic abilities, Henry finds himself falling hard for Ashley, and vice versa. But there's a big snag. Ashley is being haunted by Kates ghost, who considers it her heavenly duty to break up Henry and Ashley's fledgling romance, if it's the last thing she does on this earthly plane...

Just discovered that DEFINATELY MAYBE has been up since 10 Apr. Forget about it then. I dun wan 2 'book' the entire movie theatre. No atmosphere la. Any1 interested in watching OVER HER DEAD BODY with me?

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

I think my supervisors run out of things for me to do.

Yesterday when I went over to the executive's desk and ask her if she has anything for me to do as I am starting to doze away she looks so damn shocked and panicked. Today, she even ask me if the penny weeny task is enough to last me till end day. I got the hint dear. I will not ask you for anything to do even if I fall into coma due to over-boredness.

Damn! I hate it when plp hired and gt nth 2 give them 2 do. So far quite a few of my previous jobs are like that. I got the feeling that she-ren's current job is the same. I rather spend my time elsewhere. Like home!

Either they think that I am really stupid (it's hard to find tasks I can handle) or they are not willing to teach me too much (I've been stating that i won't be here for full time so they might thought that it's a waste to teach me as I will be leaving soon). Either way, even though they are really nice plp 2 get along with, shit them! Wahahhaa...<--bored until siao

Monday, April 28, 2008

Spend more $$ again!

Bought a brand new psp slim (ceramic white) at $354 on sat. Dunno if it's cheap or not but it comes along with lotsa stuff - remote earphones, screen protector, 4Gb memory, data cable, adaptor, plastic crystal face plate, extra buttons for navigation, pouch and a carrying strap. Thought that was a pretty good package since I can save my time buying the necessaries one by one. Comes along with a special gift as well but I refused to wear the T-shirt that helps to advertise the shop.

Been only playing The Sims 2, Sims Castaway and Dynasty Warriors. Already used up half of the 4Gb memory card. Think at most can only put 6 games but like that cannot save much. Haiz...8Gb memory card is pretty appealing at this point but it's price ($118) is not. I might as well by a brand new Wii/PS3/Xbox 360 if I'm gonna spend that much on just one handheld portable console.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Lotsa things happen this week. So this is going to be one long and boring entry.

For one, I gt so many paper cuts during work that I even wonder if ever I wan 2 commit suicide I can save the time to look for a penknife. A piece of paper will do fine. They should probably put an age limit on plp who wants 2 handle papers. Papers are very dangerous. I even scold the paper manufacturers on why the hell they want 2 make paper so sharp. (Just one teeny weeny paper cut can make me grumble so much. Can tell hw bored I am in the office).

Den I went clubbing cum pubbing with yy on sat nite. Went 2 St James this time. Second time clubbing already & finally conclude that its nt the thang 4 me. Been yawning abt 2 hrs into the trip but still manage 2 stay awake till 6am for the 1st train coz dun wan 2 spend $$ 2 take taxi hm. Saw some plp who dunno how 2 dance but want 2 "action". They jumped onto the table to show plp their monkey dance (They rise their hands above their head and wave abt like monkeys. I really feel like hm!). One girl even rubbed her body against another monkey boy. *shrugged* Oh well, free show 4 me! Quite worth the trip cause I only spend abt $5 sth there and its only on alcohol (Gin and tonic. At least that's what I tell the bartender. It just tasted like plain water 2 me). Admission is FOC for the 1st pub/club we went 2 and consecutively I just need 2 show them the invisible stamp on my wrist (only visible under UV light) and I can just happily marched my way in to any other pubs/clubs within the St James premises! I love FOC stuff! Didn't get drunked myself (a bit disappointed) but saw another girl gt drunked inside Dragonfly. Damn ugly. Her face are scrunched 2gether and her eyes are closed. Somemore she and her bf (if nt one nite stand partner) perform free kissy show in front of me. Deliberately walked directly in front of me and perform one. Feel bad if I dun watched la. They tried so hard 2 catched my attention already.

2day I went "Escaping' with my bro. Since he's a Singtel cust we get 30% off so we nd 2 pay just 12 sth per pax. So cheap! Compared 2 the U.P 17.70, we saved quite a lot. They gt new ride - "Haunted Hse" but I nearly wanted 2 back out at the entrance. They said it's a "ride" but in the end have to walk through the "ride". Cheated my feelings. Somemore cannot see anything inside. Felt damn insecure. In the end I have to hold my bro's hand and let him dragged me all the way through. Pirate ship is as scary as ever. Think I even saw my late grandparents in the sky beckoning for a while. The only ride that I never went on is the "Inverter". Really nt so keen on seeing late grandparents again so soon. So I think I better give it a miss. There's also a remote ctrl boat thingy that cheated my $$. I inserted 1 dollar but the boat never moved an inch. Boo hoo~ My $1~ And u were so shiny too~

Want 2 took a picture of the monkey dance but the lighting is too bad. I dun dare 2 use flash cause that will be a bit 2 obvious...

Strawberry cocktail that yy drank. Nt nice one. Tasted like strawberry mixed with beer. Damn bitter.

Rainbow @ Escape. Look very scary but in the end nt so bad. Just feel like I almost flew off my seat that's all.

命中注定我愛你 片头曲

This is the theme song and lyrics to the drama that I recently fall in love with. The beat and lyrics are so cheerful and cute that I immediately feel that 'hey 2dayis nt so bad after all!'. Lolx.
The drama wise is nt so bad but I can't say its a ’Perfect A-Grade' work. But since I gt nt much else 2 pass my time with, I guess this will do. At least to me its better than most badly-made taiwanese drama. Moreover tbis is definately a very watchable drama series as I had been watching it for 1 1/2 hrs continuously and I am hadn't switched off yet. This definately tells a lot.

I intially wanted to paste a brief description of the drama series but it's god-damn long so i guess I'll just 4gt abt it. *pause* So the main actors/actresses are: Ruan Jin Tian & Chen Qiao En (does the jumpin of topics sound abrupt 2 u?)

命中注定我爱你主題曲: 99次我愛他 ( 元若藍)

全滴在他 剛才牽過我的手
橫衝直撞 我的心像一顆躲避球

如果有教授 我一定要努力修
丘比特呀 快為我加油

多想帶著雷達 到他夢裡 仔細調查
也想拿起掃把 在他心底 洗洗刷刷
不專心的念頭 哎咿哎咿 都清除啦

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Pretty Boy's Pix

Out of the many pictures in the website that Yy showed me, I only found a few guys cute (seductive??). Here the are the pixs and the reasons y:

He got the wild boyish look. I like~

The model is the pix looks a bit like Eurasian. But not too ang moh which is good. And he has that sexy pout~

He looks a bit girlish, doesn't he? But don't know y I just like this type of guys. Someone once told me that guys who looks pretty is very attractive. And I agree!

For this pix, I just like costume that he is wearing. Pay no attention to whatever thing that wearing the costume.

For this guy, aside from the fact that he is cute. I also like the situation that the artwork is drawn in. He look like he killed a lot of plp with that charming sword of his, thus giving him the image that he's powerful and dependable.

Man, the guy in front is so sexy! I will bleed to death if he is the 1st thing I see every morning! (the veins in my nose is very sensitive to cute and sexy guys. Lolz)

Again, wild and sexy. My favourite combination. He also has that power thing going on as he sits in the emperor's throne thingy.

Hot, hot, hot! Can you feel the tension between them? *drool*

From here, you might also realised that the range of guys i liked is very wide. But I wondered y I didn't even get lovesick once in my life. Why? Is it because there's no cute guys in Singapore? *stare into the far sky*

These pictures are from a website called "hei se jin yao" meaning black forbidden drug. All of these are done by a china artist using his own drawing combined with Microsoft Paint (i think. Or something similar la). Any1 interested can click here or here to view his/her artwork (gender unclear). The main site is in chinese but actually u dun really need to know chinese to navigate. Just follow your intuition....