妥協(Compromise)

作詞：Wonderful
作曲：阿沁、Real Band


你　總愛編織謊言
我　負責配合表演
所有改變　只為了進入你的世界
這情節　重複了一百遍
才發現　是你的心太野

你　劃定楚河漢界
我　不能輕易犯規
所有時間　都是先給了你優先權
不自覺　愛到不敢冒險
成了你的傀儡一年兩年
轉載來自
才看見我有多狼狽

愛到妥協　到頭來還是無解
綁著你不讓你飛
歷史不斷重演　我好累
愛到妥協　也無法將故事再重寫
你已下最後通牒
我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一個人睡
我不想再為你掉淚
我了解不會變不再徘徊
開始自己的明天

Sneeze-Up!

Woke up through sneeze-wakening method today aka sneezing uncontrollably and unlimited-ly (if there's this word) till I woke up.

Pail-bowl!

What is that just now? New word to curse in Malay contributed by LD. But I go and translate it. Now it looks damn 'idoit' and funny. Bwahahah~

Though irritated at the rude awakening, I gotta admit that is a damn effective way of wakening up! I mean..obviously you have to wake up in the end right cause your so-called 'sweet dreams' aint so sweet anymore when you are sneezing in between events.

For example, your dream prince charming is able to kiss you. And you sneeze.

Or or you won a dream lottery and just walked out of the bank proudly with stacks of money in your hands. And you sneeze. And all your money waved goodbye cause they flow with the sneeze.

Obviously you wanna avoid all this distressing dreams from happening, so the thing to do - wake up before it destroys your morning!

Maybe someone should invent a clock that sprays pepper on you or sth, so that you can sneeze up!

I'm such a genius! Why didn't anyone invent me to join those creative or inventive companies? I have lotsa ideas in store! Definitely will bring gazillions to their profit!

Sadly...none of them have any taste to pick me as a VIP employee. No taste...

Anyone wanna partner up then?

OMG...

This is disgusting.

How did this ever get approved in the first place? Super duper 'idoits'.

Just Another Normal Day of Outing...

with LD.

The outing starts out with us getting to the agency @ Lucky Plaza....for nothing.

What actually happens was that LD did a mistake by not making appointment. And even though there was noone after us, the staff at the agency insisted that they closes at 5.15pm, and they need 45 mins to explain some fucking dos and don'ts (not gg to excuse my vulgarities. It was totally called for)!!! WTF! What's more, the time then was 5 mins to 4.30pm!!! Plenty for them to even dawdle on their high and mighty do's and don'ts. AND they still got the cheek to tell us that their closing time is 5pm. Think I'm blind izzit? Then what's the extra 15mins for? To change your adult diapers?

We left in the end (reminds me of my fav Linkin Park song. Eh...okay. Totally random) cause its evident that they are trying to end the day early cause it's friday. The 3 staffs there need their elderly sleep! Probably at 6pm. When they finally got home. If not they will collapse. They are that fragile. Must handle with care.

LD tries to act nonchalant, but its pretty evident that she's disturbed by the event. Me on the other hand gave a very sarcastic smile when the elderly woman in her early 40s apologized which to me seems very insincerely. Was told by truckloads of people that I look very fierce if I don't smile so throughout the whole event, I didn't bother to even twitch a muscle. Maybe that's the reason for her change from the initial aggressive tone to the later fake polite tone.

LD keep asking me if its her fault 100++ times until I cannot take it and asked her whether is it bothering her that much and tell her she can let it out if she wants. The first 90++ times she says no. It was towards the end that she admitted that she feels a bit frustrated. SEE SEE! I KNOW EVERYTHING ! Anyway she sounds like totally frustrated than the 'a bit frustrated' that she said.

Oh, LD keeps wanting me to go to her aunt's house. So we sent for Woodland after that. Her aunt is a superwoman. Or a super fertile woman - giving birth at age 40++ is a great feat. Respect respect.... Throughout the entire MRT trip she's trying her hardest to pyscho me to go with her. However your saggy-ness (In place of your highness. But it totally sounds wrong...) is not to be easy swayed. Anyway her ENTIRE FAMILY is there! What am I going to do there? Talk to myself in chinese in a environment full of Malays? Sounds totally nerve-wrecking. So definitely not going for the sake of my mental health. We picked out a present for the baby boy at Kiddy Palace and then have dinner at Pastamania after that.

And you know what? I got a new bag! LD bought it for me cause she said all my bags are fugly! -_-III Okay, hate the reason. But loving the new bag anyway! It's exactly the same design as LD's, cept different color. Though it's quite cheap at only a bit more than 10 bucks, I appreciate the gesture and the thought. After buying the bag she's like super duper poor, totally love her generosity! Still touched till this moment in time.

Wah! Never realized it'll be such a compo! Okay compo done! Gotta sleep now. Got sth else to attend to tmr, hopes the event will go well. But then again, there's this dangerous and unpredictable element. Haiz...we'll see.

I totally heart this cause it's so damn funny. It's going to list of bookmarks/links.

End of story.

Time to go to bed laughing.

KAWAIIIIIIII~~~

Saw this and kope-ed from XX's twitter again (no choice la. She knows too many interesting stuff).
Free free to click on me to go to the original website.

Big Big Mee

Just realised that I have this obsession with huge spaces.

At first it's my room, it looked cramped with the bed in the middle so I just moved everything to the wall so that there's a kinda squarish space in between. And I've been grinning in my sleep thereafter.

Then there's this situation yesterday where I have to choose between TM (Tampinese), PS (Dhoby Ghaut) and Vivo (Harbourfront). Without even an inch of a second I choose Vivo. So that night with a monster of insomnia (as always), I start to ponder what's the reason for my fondness for Vivo. I can still remember my skeptical expression (kinda like this ) sometime before Vivo is finally scheduled to open that its gonna be labelled as a 'high class international mall'. And even till now I still don't think the merchandise offerings there are very attractive, so what's the pull factor for me?

Thinking back to the 3 malls, if I have to rank them in order of preference it would definitely be: Vivo, PS, then TM. PS is definately smaller than TM. Then I realised that crowds matters as well. In TM, you can hardly walk even on weekdays. Not to mention weekends or peak periods.

No wonder I hate Chinatown to the max. It's dirty (some parts), small, crowded and cramped. The full package. Esp during Chinese New Year period. I bet if I kena invited to parties I will just hide in one corner with pileloads of food from the buffet table. In fact I think I'd done that before -_-III .

So next time you wanna hangout or something, make sure you put spaces as a huge consideration. Of course not spaces as in construction site or unrenovated areas, I will die of boredom. But something like Vivo and I will rush outta the house without hesitation.

Gotta find scraps for lunch now. Ta da~

Playlist No More

Just deleted my playlist on Multiply. It's either not playing anything or its super muted cause even when I turned my desktop speaker up to 65 (out of 100), I still hear not even a whimper.

Anyone who wanna heard the music which I have in my hp currently ,which I sincerely doubt so, can turn to my Blogger blog. Anyone who don't can just simply ignore the above sentence. Simple as that.

Just discovered that almost no one is bloggin anymore, this makes my time online relatively boring as after bloggin what I wanna blog about I got nothing else better to do on the net.

This is another reason I hope to start school soon. Hope to meet friends with blogs so that I can kope their blog addresses and use them to add to my reading pleasure. I know its hard, but hey I gotta try to know~

Got another blog entry coming up but its on a relatively different topic so I'm gonna separate it to another post. Ta-da for now~

Unexpected Expecta-Shaun

This happens quite some days ago...but too lazy to upload the photo.

It was that day which I just join a group in FB which has a name related to finding money in pockets. I saw it and thought 'Hey that's me!' cause I always have a tendency to find ka-ching in not just pockets but everywhere ranging from drawers to bathroom cabinets.

So I just joined happily and as usual forgot about it afterwards.

Later that night, when I was doing my weekly changing of my bedsheets....Look what I've found?



A SGD2 bill stuck in between my bedsheets!

Not going to care who put it there in the 1st place(cause it's definately not me), I went around showing off to my entire family cept for my parents (cause I have a feeling the $2 bill might belong to one of them).

Haha....went to bed so happy that night, wishing that next time I change the bedsheets there will be SGD1k instead of just SGD2.

Hey a girl (*ahem* old lady) can dream, can't I?

Since noone is replenishing my miraculous bank a/c anymore, any form of monetary input is welcome!

Hardcore Block

Okay, this is so not my color. I know. But I accidentally clicked on the convert to Classic thingy and then I can't seem to get my old template back.

So just tahan this pinkish and girly theme for a while.

I'm just glad I didn't lost the rest of my stuff like the anime clock girl or my playlist. I never did a backup on where I got them from so once they're gone, they're gone. Forever.

Some of you might be overjoyed to see that happen but not me. Each and every shit you saw here is of utmost importance to me. So none of them.can.go.

Not if it's within my reach.

Anyway, yesterday's national day rite? Also a day my mum fall sick for the 1st time in her life. I would have thought she's a robot. Was total at loss whether to celebrate or to be sad. Choose something better which is 'nonchalant' and went out to get dinner cause she obviously can't cook in that state. When I went back walking towards my block I heard someone shouting damn loudly. Tempted to shout back cause it was damn noisy and lucky I didn't. It was the sound of the commander shouting at the NDP Parade coming from all the tvs from my block!

Every occupants in my block totally make up not hanging the national flag by tuning in to the National Day Parade telecast at the same time creating a sound so loud that you can heard it across the road!

Can you believe it? My block is a hardcore nationalist block!

So damn cool rite?

All of a sudden I feel so proud to be a Sengkanger.

I'm gonna cry....*hide in a corner and fakes weeping*

Emotionally Saggy

I feel really guilty.

I told a lie and though it's outta good intentions but it was discovered straight away, resulting in guilt.

This proves again that I'm a total bad liar.

Imagine eating my 幼面(dinner) in guilt. Totally spoils the experience.

Guilt is such a useless emotion, why do we have it anyway? In fact I think most of the emotions are useless. Totally envy those emotionless people, they really have it going for them. Aside from joy and excitement, I don't really want the rest of the emotions around. Feel that it makes me a weaker person in general.

Imagine me - not getting angry, not getting sad, not getting disappointed..etc. My life will be really smooth cause w/o all these emotions, I can think in level-headed mode almost all the time (cept when I'm excited of coz) and the best decisions can be made because I do not panic and I'm TOTALLY NOT AFFECTED BY ANY EMOTIONS!!!

Isn't that cool? Or lemme rephrase it - Ain't I gonna be cool if that happens?

Wonder is there a fairy god mother for me out there? If there is, here's my wish - make me emotion-less.

Eat Till You Laosai @ ION Orchard

A Fishy Post

Rmb when I put my 'craving' as otah otah a few days ago? Erm..wait...oh, it's still there.

.....

But it won't be for long! Bwahahahah~

*ahem*

Anyway, I got myself otah from EZB from Aljunied yesterday. Though it's relatively cheap - $0.35 for one, I got 20 for $6.40 (cheaper than pasar malam la. They always sold me at $0.40 each. No further discounts. RACIST~), it's not very nice leh. Got the fishy taste. But it's quite worth it if you ignore the fishy taste cause they put a lot <--cheapskate me speaking.

Anyone knows of any place that sells very nice otah otah? Cause it's really one of my all time favourite and though it LOOKS like its very easy to make, none of my Malay friends know how to make it. So it must be harder than it looks...

Bad Temper...

is ruling my world lately.

Total hatred and disgust at everything I see or do.

Must be ultra-PMS that arrives super early.

Either that or The Great Depression that arrives at the true form of the words and affected only me.

To both..welcome.

Showoff

Used to hate Vista and whatever that comes along with it - including Office 2007. ESPECIALLY Office 2007 as all the buttons aren't what they are used to be anymore. Making adapting quite a chore.

You know la, old -school ppl like me will always resist changes. Lazy mah~

But recently I got nth better to do so I played with Office 2007 -_-III and found out that the image formatting functions are pretty cool~ This is my desktop after tweaking. Looks so much more styro right?

That's my desktop after 3D rotation to the right and mirror reflection @ the bottom.

Really loves playing with MS Words and Powerpoint now. Both have the same image formatting functions. But I love to edit images on Powerpoint cause I can save whatever I am editing in jpegs straightaway.

And now after using it for quite a while, I gotta admit that Office 2007 is actually much more easier compared to its previous versions. All the stuff that you would usually used can be found up there at the top of each window.

Though it could actually be perfect but this is good enough for me. For the time being till a better one comes along...

Best Doctor In The World

Q: Doctor, I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true? !
A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... don't waste them on exercise.. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap.



Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables?
A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products.

Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake?
A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine, that means they take the water out of the fruity bit so you get even more of the goodness that way. Beer is also made out of grain. Bottoms up!

Q: How can I calculate my body/fat ratio?
A: Well, if you have a body and you have fat, your ratio is one to one. If you have two bodies, your ratio is two to one, etc.



Q: What are some of the advantages of participating in a regular exercise program?
A: Can't think of a single one, sorry. My philosophy is: No Pain...Good!

Q: Aren't fried foods bad for you?
A: YOU'RE NOT LISTENING!!! .... Foods are fried these days in vegetable oil. In fact, they're permeated in it. How could getting more vegetables be bad for you?

Q: Will sit-ups help prevent me from getting a little soft around the middle?
A: Definitely not! When you exercise a muscle, it gets bigger. You should only be doing sit-ups if you want a bigger stomach.

Q: Is chocolate bad for me?
A: Are you crazy? HELLO Cocoa beans! Another vegetable!!! It's the best! feel-good food around!

Q: Is swimming good for your figure?
A: If swimming is good for your figure, explain whales to me.
Q: Is getting in-shape important for my lifestyle?
A: Hey! ! 'Round' is a shape!
Well, I hope this has cleared up any misconceptions you may have had about food and diets.

And remember:

'Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways - Chardonnay in one hand - chocolate in the other - body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming 'WOO HOO, What a Ride'



AND......

For those of you who watch what you eat, here's the final word on nutrition and health. It's a relief to know the truth after all those conflicting nutritional studies.

1. The Japanese eat very little fat
and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat
and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

3. The Chinese drink very little red wine
and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

4. The Italians drink a lot of red wine
and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

5. The Germans drink a lot of beers and eat lots of sausages and fats and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

CONCLUSION

Eat and drink what you like.
Speaking English is apparently what kills you.

MacSaggy

Saw the advert yesterday about Double Fish Fillet and Seaweed Shaker Fries. Must had been real hungry cause I don't remember being so tempted the last time this two came out.

So today I head over to CP to get my hands on them. But changed my mind towards the end and get a LJS 3 pcs chicken promo and a seaweed shaker fries instead. Cause it cost a few cents cheaper than me getting a Double Fish Fillet EVM in the end. Cheapo is a must have in this society and economy.

Either my teeth are getting weaker or the LJS chicken has become tougher. I think it should be the latter. Totally challenging how the 'rooted' my teeth are to my gums. Though my teeth and gums stand up the challenge, I think that will be the near last time I'll be eating LJS chicken. Who knows my teeth will fail me next time?

Abt the seaweed shaker, I'll have to say it's pretty MSG-full. NICE~ But it's not enough me as I mixed my LJS fries with the Mac ones. My bro says the LJS fries goes better with the seaweed seasoning, saying that more seasoning tends to 'stick' on the LJS fries than the Mac ones.

Totally dig the seaweed seasoning now. Anyone knows how much it is to buy just the seasoning nia?

DON'T EAT/DRINK WHEN READING THIS POST

Was reading Xiaxue's twitter and saw this:
F***ing disgusting la. I hate when plp work out too much. What's this crap about the only way to be slim is through gyming? The end result is they get too ripped and become like what chinese will call 干尸.

Anyway how thin you wanna be? Set a target and stick to MAINTAINING that instead of exclaiming 'yes' once you reach it & set another with lower weight. If you wanna challenge the 'impossible' so much, might as well set it as 'zero kg' right?

And I totally agree with XX's tweet about the law should make Madonna wear long-sleeves from now. That will totally help to make our eyes feel more pleasant.

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This memory is like coming back to haunt me a lot recently so I might as well make a confession right here right now.

*Breathe in*

Okay here goes:

I used to not able to spell the word 'idiot' correctly. Still doesn't though, but I always manage to correct myself now.

I used to spell it as 'I-Do-It'.

I didn't know I was spelling it wrongly all along until two of my sec sch friends told me that through msn.

Nearly wanted to just log off right there, right then just to avoid their giggles. Pai-seh to the core!

That's why I always tend to giggle when I saw the word 'idiot' and I now always have the tendency to pronounce it as 'i-do-it'.

Damn~

Looking more like an 'i-do-it' than I already am.

Thanks arh, Lady D and Mr Lohan.

每当深夜，我总不自主的想，想著为我守候的那个你，是否也如我一般，遥想著我呢？如果，你是那个等了我好久的人，我又该如何告诉你我在这里，我也一直等著你？

　　------原来，在未曾相遇前，我们已彼此想念。

　　要是，我选择了太多次的错路而浪费了与你相遇的时间……

　　------也许，因为等待，我们会更懂珍惜。

　　要是，我因为太多杂乱的念头和纷乱的思绪驻足，使你孤单的时间更长……

　　------也许，因为经历过一次又一次的失望和伤害，我们学会了包容和原谅。

　　请再等我一下下，好吗？我学著不去伤害、学著体谅、学著了解，我试著让自己准备完全……

　　------只是，我害怕。

　　若我们会是如此的重视和珍惜彼此，当我拥有你，我怀疑自己是不是还有勇气说出口，即使没有你，我还是可以一个人好好的生活

C. L. O. V. E. R.。

　　------那是四片叶的幸运草，那是我想给你的幸福。

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